The wind that howls and screams oh

can't you hear me the feelings that boil over fall to the ground like a sickness

to hot to take oh dear we're falling to peaces oh take my hand let start to spin again

we're spin till we fall because sometimes there is nothing left at all

up is down down is up but when you spin its like life its all messed up

broken up with things unseen broken photos of moments passed

things that where things that are things that we already misssed

~Tara~

What can you do when the wind howls in you're ear fear is behind you tracking you hunting you can you remmeber anything other then what it means to be scared as you run from person to person dose anyone really hear you do they really know you do they see anything but a smile do they hear you're cries in the darkness do they see the loneliness in your heart do they see the blood on your hands the tears that fall the night that calls how can they know how can you do more then hope alone and together never knowing one another fear right behind us pain right inside us light too far gone now hold onto hope that someone will hear your cries and hold out to take your hand but till that day you cry you bleed and you hide behind a smiling mask to hide the ever running tears down your face and across your heart.

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Things that are so clear to see

Things that are not meant to be

Things that are not right

Things that are not wrong

Things that meant nothing for so long

A bleeding heart

A river of tears

A river of fears

A river of life that holds the truth

Life the dream

Life the pain

Life the blood

Life is the run

Life is everything from the tears to the gun

Life is everything from the song to dance

Life is the father to the son

Life is the sister to a brother

Life is the baby girl to her mother

Life is the way of the world that taints the soul

Life is the wind breaking screams

The hollow life

The truth that all seek

The truth that this is all

This is the reason we all fall

Love

Hate

Greed

Guilt

Pride

Hope

Loss

Emptyness

Truth

Family

Friends

Pets

We all fall but for the reason we live no one can know but we all know the start and the end of reason the feeling of love the feeling of loss and the feeling of hope when it comes to it what is it but something for every one person to decide without insanity.

This is not something to just believe this is what I think sometimes. (Yes I am crazy.)

To believe nothing is at the end of life.
God. Goddess. What happens when you feel as tho they are not meant for you? If you can believe in the same as I do.

Everyone has the need to have a place for the soul to go in the time of death. Well what if you believe there is nothing at the end of it all but a emptiness? A belief that in death there is nothing but the belief you have prayed to your god or goddess and they will take care of your soul and you.

What if you believe that the only reason that they will save you is your faith and belief to your God or Goddess. In reasons that those who have no faith in any God or Goddess will be left behind to wonder as a shadow or a ghost if you will. Reason's for this can be.
If because they held ties to this world and things on it.
If things didn't go as they should have. Like if they where murdered or have done wrong by the laws of their god or goddess.

If because they had no faith in anything but the world around them there for they are stuck to this world and will wonder.

Those who are stuck here are reborn into a new life one day when they let go the life they held onto and as a child they are born again and that child gets the chance to believe in a god or goddess that will take them to heaven for say.

But what would happen if they did not forget the past? That is why they find things that repeat from a life before. But if you can't move on in faith then you remain and live out many life's.